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N/A I remember going through some things like that on this site, I am glad you are working through it. I, on the other hand, just started a new diary and made sure certain people couldn't read it. [frail_soul] 2003-03-22 16:32:04

N/A I so much more than agree with you! Especially after watching an extremely formative documentary on the Gulf War and Saddam Hussein. From all I saw and learned, in addition to being a good student and knowing my history, I would say that this is the ONLY recourse of action and one to be commended to our president for having the GUTS to stand up for what needs to be done in the face of those who would use this as an excuse to hold us down. Once again America and England fight together in a war that can and hopefully will liberate a severely repressed people. Remember WWII, they said don't fight Germany, imagine how many lives would have been saved if we would have come to the rescue of Europe sooner? Then others would say remember Vietnam and how that turned out, still others would bring us back to WWI, and others would look at Desert Storm. I say lets study the facts. The facts are, this bastard Saddam has NO care for his people, for he hides his military among civilians, sets his own oil on fire, and threatens to unleash the Tigris River which would cause massave damage on HIS OWN LANDS! Who is the madman? Who is the war monger? Who is the heartless slaughtering bastard? In a collaborative world government, ie the UN, rogues cannot be tolerated, if Saddam had kept his mouth shut and been happy enough with his own little regime ruling Iraq, we would have probably left him alone, but no... He tried to expand, and in this day and age expansion means taking over another known country, and in a United government, that is a threat and cannot be tolerated. Borders are drawn, governments established. Wars are more ecconomical than actual, the fight is NOT for land anymore but for the power to buy and sell. Saddam megalomanical ideals threaten the system, and if he can threaten our allies he can and will threaten us. Plus, he funds terrorism, and frankly, you destroy something of ours, and you KNOW war will and did result from it. Wanna talk about dead civilians? Lets remember what happened to us. Lets remember for a minute all those who lost lives, the big "phuck you America" they sent with our own planes, on our own shores, with pilots trained in OUR OWN SCHOOLS! Fear forced on us? Not for long. We have retaliated now, and the whole world can breath a sigh of relief when this dictator is taken down. Then we will rebuild them, and they have the oportunity they may have never otherwise had to get out of the ecconomic hole they have been in since Saddam claimed HIMSELF as president of Iraq. /rant off. [frail_soul] 2003-03-22 16:25:04

N/A Oh! Starting over huh? Well, don't forget about me, I do keep up on your life even though I have been WAY too busy lately to write or comment. [frail_soul] 2003-03-22 16:07:29

N/A It took me awhile to figure it out, but then I got it. [Midnight77] 2003-03-22 15:45:43

N/A Well...I am one of those who only thought of you as Czarria, hey I do not handle change well, heh! I'm glad you're going back to what is familiar...to all of us. Love you much! [Texas Girl 03] 2003-03-17 10:12:07

N/A I saw it but wasn't sure if it was you, but thought it was :) How is work going these days? Hope you had a good weekend.. ~ [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-03-17 00:34:56

N/A I completely agree with you on hall monitor America. I always talk about how we try to personify "superman" and we are the good guys, blah blah blah. It's a running joke that if you need money, bomb our country, go to war for a few months and then we will send in a huge fleet of american's with pop-tarts and Jiffy. I don't like that. I do not like that while a country hates and dislikes us, we will continue to help them out, what does that do? I believe it makes them resent us more...so why do we do it? There are homeless among the streets that are mentally ill, that roam around the streets after the mass-deinstitutionalization during regan-omics, shouldn't we be addressing those issues? We should aid other countries once our country isn't rampant with homeless, the growing senior/medical insurance problems, gang, abundance of welfare and the list goes on and on.

Ok, I shut up now. [MidnightSunset]

2003-03-14 15:54:49

N/A I'm commenting only because you used my quote about voting for the winner. Trust me, when it all happened and the election ended up as it did. I was pissed, but what can I do. Florida screwed it up. Lets just hope it gets fixed next time. Anyway, my issue is more with his attitude. He went right into his administration acting as if the majority of the country was behind him. Pulling out of international treaties and pushing forth his conservative agenda. That bothered me. [VanCokeJunkie] 2003-03-14 15:32:43

N/A Hey.. sorry if I took what you said wrong. I defend them so much because they are treated not so good by many Americans & that saddens me. Guess I should't get so "attached" But thats one reason why I don't discuss government or religion in my lessons. See you later.. Hugs [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-03-14 12:14:16

N/A I know! I screwed my face up when I read your previous entry & how these buttsniffs were trying to talk down to you. It's just amusing to me...because I can bet you a thousand bucks that these same people haven't the slightest "clue" what's really going on. Oh well, at least they're useful for a few good laughs. Not much else. [Poet Gothic] 2003-03-14 10:54:17

N/A Your words are very wise and speak from the heart. I believe right now the world needs a big giant blessing from on high. [Maxwell Edison] 2003-03-14 04:06:51

N/A You know, I'm not even going to add anything to that because you could NOT have stated it better. That was brilliant, absolutely brilliant, and I'm not just whistling dixie, here. You, my dear, are magnificent. Amen! [Poet Gothic] 2003-03-13 22:06:04

N/A I think Americans should get off that high pedestrial they put themselves on. Too many Americans have that "you wouldn't be here if not for us Americans" attitude towards foreigners. The conceit and arrogance is precisely what drives the minority race to resentment. Each empire has its day - its was the Greeks, Romans, British, Japanese... and now the Americans. But it won't last forever. Maybe it won't even last this war? [Frou frou] 2003-03-13 19:56:09

N/A In regards to MIL, I guess I have a standard of how a Mom should be. I was fortunate to have a wonderful mom for as long as I did and MIL falls short of that standard. I get aggravated with the way she treats Serg, she hurts him with the things she says or (in the case of his birthday) doesn't say to him. When you have children, you treat them equally and she doesn't even try to do that. [Midnight77] 2003-03-13 17:00:03

N/A I just got done nailing my "SAY GO TO WAR WITH IRAQ" sign at the end of my driveway. [MissSagittarius] 2003-03-13 15:14:49

N/A You a hula-hoop eyed, chicken neck looking, jive turkey. [Willie] 2003-03-13 14:07:14

N/A Well.... one of my rules during my lessons is not to talk about government or religion as it is a touchy subject, & I'm glad you spoke your mind about this. However.. I was a little bit upset about this comment... All you foreign assholes ... can we not put ALL of them in that catagory? I guess I am sticking up for my Korean students/friends who attend college here & just want to get an education, not take our jobs. They are so happy to be here & when I hear how different it is compaired to our life, it just gets me in the heart. And did you happend to record Oprah yesterday? Not that I can do anything about it, but I do feel sorry for those females over in Africa. But... as you pointed out, you do have the right to speak you thoughts, & I just wanted to defend the foreign ppl I know.. not all of them are assholes :) See you later sweetie... [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-03-13 13:29:20

N/A RYN: I'll e-mail you the answer to your question:o) [Texas Girl 03] 2003-03-13 11:15:15

N/A I'm with you on most of what you said there. I'm a very LIBERAL person but am in support of the war. I don't want war, but it's inevitable, partly because of Saddam and partly because of how Bush has played his cards. Thinking the world revolves around America. He's pulled out of plenty of international agreements (Kyoto, Anti-Ballistic Missle Treaty, International War Tribunal, etc.), but he expects the world to unite around us. Why? Just because we went in to help countries out when it was the right thing to do (even then we sometimes waited too long)? I'm sorry, but I don't think France should feel they HAVE to support us just because we saved their asses. That was a different war during a different time. Bush has not successfully convinced the nations of the world that this is necessary. He's given a ton of speculation and changed his reasoning when someone shot it down. As for Bush. Yes I hate him, I think he's a moron and ya know what... I voted for the guy that won, not the one that was assigned. I'm with you though I hate hearing people complain about him when they didn't vote. [VanCokeJunkie] 2003-03-13 10:24:42

N/A BABY!!! I couldn't find you!!! I'm SO glad you wrote in my comments. I've missed you. And you are DEFINITELY NOT a loser!! You are a winner, in my opinion, and you know that! Love- [TheOlderWoman] 2003-03-12 15:32:58

N/A wow! this is my first visit, and i came over based on your comment in Pen Pen's diary about stupid peace loving hippies (or something to that effect). i agree with you whole-heartedly on your opinions of war. and i know we've only just begun, but i don't think you're a loser AT ALL! i think you're on FIRE!! yeehaw! [ursula] 2003-03-12 13:17:19

N/A Oh, you're not a loser, so that means the only thing they've WON is the chance to sniff my ass. [Poet Gothic] 2003-03-12 10:38:52

N/A And *I* took things too far by mocking your job. I WAS a cashier for over three years, and I couldn't stand it, but my Lord, I seemed to have forgotten that everyone has to start somewhere! I should have congratulated you for finally landing a job after looking for so long, and instead I scoffed at it. You're making money, you're moving ahead with yourself...and you endured more than I did as a kid, I always admired how you survived and I never stopped. Heh, I guess the fire really burns when two of the most bluntly honest people have a go at it, LOL. Not pretty.

And those anons (plus my friend who I chewed out for leaving the initial comment) can all personally sniff my ass. Proud enough to attack people, but too chicken$hit to leave their name. Buttcracks. [Poet Gothic]
2003-03-12 10:35:11

N/A RYN: Ahhhh...hummm...I see now, never read it, my MDD circle is very small:o) [Texas Girl 03] 2003-03-12 10:31:26

N/A To me you are the Queen of cool...Noone eles opinion matters but mine. heh. ♥ [AngryMary] 2003-03-12 10:22:23

N/A I'm still lost, I have no idea who Kane is or what her diary name is...I just know that I'm glad you're here and you feel better! ((hugs)) [Texas Girl 03] 2003-03-12 09:55:08

N/A Read Angry Mary's entry on losers. It's great. I actually felt inspired to be one. [La Vie Est Belle] 2003-03-11 23:25:39

N/A Glad your ok after the anger... I understand not having anything left after payday. Sounds like your doing good at your job tho. hugs [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-03-11 21:31:46

N/A You go Miss Thang. They ought to give you a bonus. [Lona May] 2003-03-11 16:20:38

N/A I love Loews, sorry I can't help myself, I love Home Depot even more...it's closer to my house:o) and I've done a lot of stuff I see on Trading Spaces...I just eat all of that home improvement crap up! I'm such a geek.---and you are not fat missy, I'd pay lots of dough to have your long legs!---((hugs)) [Texas Girl 03] 2003-03-11 12:16:40

N/A Have you got paid since you started working yet? That might help.. if you can buy just one thing for yourself.. or go see the new movie with Steve Martin.. It is great.. Hope your day goes real good :) [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-03-11 11:30:27

N/A Mountain Dew is very similar to p!ss. Maybe they extract certain things out of P!ss to make Mountain Dew. I'd give you a hug but you are very far away and I cannot reach that far...you are also very tall and it would maybe hurt my neck. ♥ [AngryMary] 2003-03-11 11:10:22

N/A I don't mind in the least. :o) [Poet Gothic] 2003-03-10 22:39:15

N/A Sometimes I want to just smack that Anonymous right between the legs!! I think you would be a good Mother some day :) Hugs [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-03-10 21:57:10

N/A hugs, your sweet. I love you. [MidnightSunset] 2003-03-10 14:03:57

N/A Aww Cz! You are the bestest aunty! [MissSagittarius] 2003-03-10 11:57:17

N/A Kids are great. I have four sisters and one brother. The oldest is 16, the youngest is 10. I watched them all grow up. It was an honor, but I don't see changing anymore diapers in my future. [AngryMary] 2003-03-10 10:31:36

N/A Heh, that WAS me above. [Kane] 2003-03-10 10:24:39

N/A Well, I know you've never needed anyone to stick up for you, either. You do a pretty good job fending off those jerks. If only they could find something better to do with their time instead of picking on someone who doesn't deserve it. I usually don't bother with anons but those comments were downright rotten.

Would you mind if I, uh...put you back in my favourites list? It's a pretty small list & I don't put just ANYone there, you know... [Anonymous]
2003-03-10 10:23:19

N/A Ditto AS's comment, you do make a difference in those babies' lives, and they in turn love you:o) and then they go home...lol! [Texas Girl 03] 2003-03-10 10:21:30

N/A I agree with Mary's comment. I guess everything that I wanted to say has been said. ♥ [La Vie Est Belle] 2003-03-09 22:50:14

N/A Whoa...what happened here? Just delete those moronic anonymous messages and carry on with your wonderful life. [Midnight77] 2003-03-09 11:48:49

N/A I Loved the entry. Join Our Community http://www.sd6.us/in.php?id=240 [Anonymous] 2003-03-09 06:49:18

N/A Its so sad when all ya'll want to do is yell & scream & try to make this sweet girl upset. Leave her alone!! Its her life & her diary.. but if you all keep with the childish comments maby she should start charging admission just to read what ya'll come up with next... [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-03-07 23:36:47

N/A *Sigh*...I don't know who in hell all of these other anons are, but I have told that one "minion" to stop harassing you. You and I may have some differences but stooping to THOSE low levels is uncalled for, those anons AND my one friend should know that. Had I known she initiated this I'd of done something earlier. Besides, I don't need you freaks to stick up for me; go wax your bikini areas or something. Act your fucking ages & leave her the hell alone, for Christ's sake. [Kane] 2003-03-07 19:46:56

N/A girl, a cow you are not...I've had the honor of seeing your pic. woohoo! [Freedoms Wings] 2003-03-07 18:17:45

N/A A fat cow you are not. If you were a stick and 6'1' that would be scary. And for the people that are actually happy living at home with their parents...they have serious mental problems. You can love your parents all you want but it is a lot more fun living on your own. I have an amazing relationship with my father and moving out made it better...Why would anyone WANT to live with their parents unless they are big fat losers who cant make it on their own? SYBELLA, if you keep dedicating entrys to these A$$holes they will keep coming back for more. Realize that you are better than them. That you are not a spoiled selfish brat like them, that you can take care of yourself even if it means working as a cashier (there is no shame in it) some people choose not to work at all and live off the system. Now that is shame. These comments shouldn't even make you angry. And if your husband cross dresses more power to him...Girls can wear jeans and cut their hair short, wear shirts and boots. It's okay to be a boy, but for a boy to look like a girl is degrading because they think being a girl is degrading. But secretly they'd all love to know what it's like... [AngryMary] 2003-03-07 12:59:03

N/A what the fuck is the matter with you why do you think it's such a crime to live with your parents? a lot of mdd readers live with theirs, do you think they're all losers too? hmm i don't think they would appreciate that. you seem to think highly of yourself because you're married to an idiot and work as a checkout girl for minimum wage......oh yea we all want to be like you. haha NOT! i've read the other anons and theyre right about you. and please, voluptuous? YOU'RE A FAT COW!!!! we do not sponge off of them as you so lovingly put it, our parents actually like us unlike yours! i love living with my parents and love it all the more when i read about you and your pathetic non-life. thanks for making me feel better about myself you ugly ass hippo. [you suck] 2003-03-07 11:16:14

N/A This anonymous bs drives me bonkers. I deleted three of my own commenters just a few minutes ago. What a sad life they must have if the highlight of it is to harasss the people of MDD and then gloat over it in conversations. [Lona May] 2003-03-07 08:58:22

N/A Why is it that when ppl want to say such stupid ugly things they will not leave their names? I sure hope you don't let this crap drive you away from writin in your diary... just ignore or delete them... they are no worth gettin so upset about... Hugs [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-03-06 23:27:14

N/A Umm, how pathetic are people? I can't believe this actually happens on an internet site. Prozac anyone? Not you Czar but anonymous people like that. How highschool can one be? We all have issues. That's why we write. I think that people who have nothing nice to say, should just swallow their tongue. [Sowhatilikegirls] 2003-03-06 22:50:50

N/A FUCK. I MEANT PUT B!TCH [MissSagittarius] 2003-03-06 22:48:39

N/A ya know what? fuck you anonymous. And fuck your friend too. Stay the fuck out of this diary you stupid motherfucker. Cz..ugh, new diary time? these stupid bitches wanna sit and talk shit like that? pot your picture anonymous! you little pussy! I LOVE YOU CZARRIA! [MissSagittarius] 2003-03-06 22:27:02

N/A ha. dream on. she has tons of friends, and none of them is a husband that looks like a fucking crossdressing ape. then again you look like one too, so it all works out. oops, i said i wouldn't leave another comment, silly me. oh well. [Anonymous] 2003-03-06 21:00:25

N/A She is a judgemental hypocrite, that does'nt make me less thankful to her for inspiring me. Fuck off you teutonic twat. I'm glad she has you for a friend, she doesn't have many. [Sybella Camille] 2003-03-06 20:22:51

N/A you're such a liar! you called her hypocritical and judgemental! that doesn't sound like much of a thanks to me. she is still the same person that you knew before until she discovered what you were really like. i'm glad she doesn't talk to you anymore, she's way too good for you. and by the way, yes i leave myself anonymous because i don't want my diary littered with your barf, trying to make yourself out to be so much better than you really are. okay this is the last comment i'm leaving here, i've wasted enough of my time, but only because she's my friend. have a nice "life" you fat bitch. [anonymous? of course!] 2003-03-06 20:06:44

N/A make sure you add this name and not lavenderflower. :) [MidnightSunset] 2003-03-06 17:49:53

N/A Well, that would work out well for me considering I only know you as Cz anyway =D I'll be looking for you.. [MissSagittarius] 2003-03-05 14:30:51

N/A I would check first to make sure that if you delete Czarria, you can still use that name for another diary, I think I remember another diarist having that problem...and he/she ended up having to add on "Again" to their name...I think it was goatee(?) but I'm not sure.---I still think of you as CZ too anyway:o) I would love to have "her" back!---Love you bunches!!! [Texas Girl 03] 2003-03-05 10:30:03

N/A I still think of you as Czarria so it'll be easier for me. Let me know. [Lona May] 2003-03-05 09:38:29

N/A CIA on to ya, aye? [mo0o0ny] 2003-03-05 08:44:57

N/A Ugh, do I CARE? Judging from this entry you still sound as if you hate your life immensely, Czar. A 22 year-old cashier. I'm jealous. [Poet Gothic] 2003-03-05 05:52:26

N/A Just a thought, but have you thought about going into the Navy for a little while? It sounded by your entry that you like structure. What do you think about that? Believe me, I'm not a recruiter, but it might be a good thing for you. [Midnight77] 2003-03-04 16:47:22

N/A Czarria. Snap out of it girl! Live for today and today only, you never know when it's your turn to go. Isn't there any grants that could help pay for school? Shit, at my college the majority of students are older than 35. You have only lived a quarter of your life, you still have alot of opportunity. [MissSagittarius] 2003-03-04 14:42:45

N/A You aren't still passionate about art and lit? There are ways of getting into school....the hardest step is deciding WHAT you want....going after it is the easy part....and we're all here to help...;) [mo0o0ny] 2003-03-04 13:39:27

N/A I've been around here(MDD) a long time, and I've seen you grow and overcome so much, don't belittle the things you've done, each step you took has been a struggle but you did not give up! That counts for a lot, you've worked harder than anyone I've ever known to find a job, you single handedly take care of your husband, your grandmother and you make time to do things for everyone else, you do more than I do!---Don't be so hard on yourself sweetie, you're an intelligent woman with a lot of potential, don't ever give up on your dreams, keep them in sight because that day will come. you are stronger than you think, I've seen you pick yourself up time after time, not many people can do that, you're a fighter and there are a lot of people who care about you and support you...including moi:o)---Love you! [Texas Girl 03] 2003-03-04 11:06:32

N/A I loved your entry. Join The Community http://www.sd6.us/in.php?id=240 [Anonymous] 2003-03-04 01:21:12

N/A Sonny is edible. I think he is the only reason I can bring myself to watch that every once in a while. I would do bad bad things to that man. [AngryMary] 2003-03-03 11:13:29

N/A I miss you!!!---That's great about Eric's grandparents. I got an unexpected dose of "Sonny" tonight, I came across a Lifetime crap movie...and he was in it, YUMMY!---Love ya! [Texas Girl 03] 2003-03-02 20:35:11

N/A Poor little thunder chicken....I hope it's okay..I'm glad to hear that you're spirits are up..;) [mo0o0ny] 2003-03-02 15:41:37

N/A I hear that Alice Sebold book is great (The Lovely Bones). I've had that book on hold forever and still haven't gotten it from the library. I'll definitely review it in the Paper Cut when I do. [Midnight77] 2003-03-02 07:32:30

N/A Oh, yeah - miss Pillar of Strength is adjusting to the Axis of Evil known as a full work day. I'm glad to hear about the g'rents, and that today didn't suck. You know, sometimes that's all we can ask for! [SansMerci] 2003-03-02 01:59:54

N/A I give you a big pat on the shoulder.. i would hate that type of job.. it would seem so boring.. but u gotta do what u can do cuz there are just not many jobs right now anywhere... so good for you for sticking with it... I still read the other diary but don't leave notes there too often.. hope thats ok :) Well hope u get some rest this weekend.. Hugs [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-03-02 00:43:56

N/A If you take the insurance for just you its not too bad at all..if you have a spouse tho, its totally not worth it!! My hubby worked for them up until just recently and then he went to work for the vendors that go in and take care of some of the differant departments! The 10% discount card does come in handy at times tho..LOL...Take care and hope you enjoy it there :) [SnoBird] 2003-03-01 22:25:58

N/A My poor Czarria. I'm planning a cruise, wanna come? [MissSagittarius] 2003-03-01 16:07:59

N/A Retail's a bitch. Time and desensitization is the only way to adjust. There is a way to be assertive and not walked on while still maintaining your "safe" limits of keeping your job, it is up to you to find that safety. [frail_soul] 2003-03-01 13:09:08

N/A Retail's a bitch. Time and desensitization is the only way to adjust. There is a way to be assertive and not walked on while still maintaining your "safe" limits of keeping your job, it is up to you to find that safety. [frail_soul] 2003-03-01 13:05:16

N/A My old roomie works at Barnes and Noble, and says that sometimes men masturbate on episodes on Playboy and leave stains on the magazines and furniture. So would have rather pick up cum stained magazines or work at Lowes? I'd take Lowes. [La Vie Est Belle] 2003-02-28 16:09:12

N/A But you ARE wonder woman! At least, you will be once you get used to all of this. Ahhhh, you are bringing back some very non-fond memories of a 6-month stint at JC Penney. Clear purses (oh, yes, that is a requirement) so they know you aren't stealing. Employees go through their own entrance with more security than the rest of the store...REQUIRED heels on dress shoes (WTF?) and best of all - we had to meet a quota of discovered pricing errors that were corrected. One girl used to deliberately switch tags so she could claim a correction. Ugh. Keep a fake smile on, 'til you get to your hubby at night. Then, turn it into one that's genuine. [SansMerci] 2003-02-28 15:28:06

N/A Do you get to dress like Wonder Women? That might be cool... [Spenser] 2003-02-28 13:39:19

N/A I hope it gets better soon. [Lona May] 2003-02-28 12:23:49

N/A What happened? is somebody messing with you who works there? or is it stupid customers??---I hope it gets better for you, I went to Loews the other day and thought of you:) and I made sure to be extra nice to the cashier!---Love you lots babe!! [Texas Girl 03] 2003-02-28 11:48:56

N/A During my summer as a cashier in a hardware store I can into contact with some pretty disgusting people...But it was the people that came into the department store I worked at for a year that were far more gross. Did you know that people actually piss and $hit in dressing rooms? Put their own dirty and crusty underwear in place of new ones and hang them back up on the rack for people LIKE me to find. UGH. And I thought the greasy, literally dirty people who came into the hardwars store were bad...While I was working at that department store I would have given my left tit to go back working there. You'll get used to it...or you'll find something better. [AngryMary] 2003-02-28 09:53:56

N/A Keeping my fingers crossed for you! [Freedoms Wings] 2003-02-28 09:47:16

N/A Love You Cz. <3 [MissSagittarius] 2003-02-27 15:50:52

N/A *HUG* Sounds like you have been having a rough time of it of late. You'll be ok, things have a tendency to balance out. [frail_soul] 2003-02-27 02:00:28

N/A Poor Grams. Anytime a pet dies, it's horrific. Hope your week gets better. It will, it always does. [Sowhatilikegirls] 2003-02-25 23:50:55

N/A I can't seem to even find time to cut and paste. My week is sucking too. [Lona May] 2003-02-25 15:18:00

N/A I'm sorry about Chris leaving and Sugar being gone...sheesh, you had me crying and I do not even like cats that much, they scare me...I know I'm a weirdo. I hope you and Chris will stay in close contact, friendship like yours is hard to find. They always say you can tell a lot about a man by how he treats his mother...I think you can really tell if a man has a kind heart by how he treats animals, and we already knew Eric is awesome, but once again he's shown how special he is! You're one lucky girl. Big, huge ((hugs)). [Texas Girl 03] 2003-02-25 12:57:16

N/A Some days I just don't feel like writing in different diaries so I also do that elementary thing lol.. never thought you would be doing that again when you grew up uh? cut and paste.. when do we color? :) There will come a time too when you are chatting with someone who knows you have a diary of which you just made this long entry about your day & they say.. well how's things going? You want to say.. just go read it.. its has it all... not sure if thats considered rude or not.. lol.. Oh I wish I could spinkle some majik dust on you & around here too & make things all better but I have no such thing. It was terrible here too. A big storm & I don't mean the weather either. I still owe you that email, but haven't had time for that either :( Sometimes I think to myself.. is there such a thing as 2 good days in a role? Seems not for me anyway. Well.. I have to get busy.. thats whats wrong with the world.. we are all too busy.. but I hope you can smile soon... Hugs & Blessed Be [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-02-25 12:27:42

N/A There is defintely something about this week. I come offering no words of advice or any relating stories to try to make you feel better. I do however remember working at Sears Hardware when I was younger and JESUS CRIST I didn't know a damn thing about home repairs and tools and screws and nails, I however was very aware how hot the assistant manager was and the made the job a touch more bearable. Hang in there, you are a strong person and pretty soon things will get easier...i think. ♥ [AngryMary] 2003-02-25 12:26:52

N/A By the way...I can teach you the Tango;o)...and any other latin dance. [Texas Girl 03] 2003-02-24 11:29:15

N/A Consider yourself robbed---of this survey! lol. [Texas Girl 03] 2003-02-24 11:02:32

N/A hehe. Jem was the shit man!! Jem and the Holograms!! And Pizzazz & Roxy. OMG I forgot about that shit!! haha. [MissSagittarius] 2003-02-23 17:40:35

N/A :) I'm stealing this! Yum, now you have me hungry. [Sowhatilikegirls] 2003-02-23 01:30:23

very long cut and paste. If its possible...PRINT & SEND THIS TO HIM!! Let him know that there is at least one person who cares... I have 21 yr old Godchild who is in jail right now & his family is saying alot of what you mentioned.. he use to tell me.. no one cares about me.. no one... please if at all possible.. let him know you care... Just remember... "its alright to cry" [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-02-22 16:03:41

N/A I'm glad that you have a job. It is a worry. [Midnight77] 2003-02-21 16:45:27

N/A Hey good lookin'...come see me:o) [Texas Girl 03] 2003-02-21 13:27:20

N/A See I knew you'd do great. [Lona May] 2003-02-21 12:34:24

N/A I'm dead too...blah [Maxwell Edison] 2003-02-21 11:33:44

N/A Aww...I'm so proud of you! You even played nice with the other kids and made a friend!! Heh!---I'm glad you had a good, productive day, I'm sure you'll be a screw expert in no time---pun intended lol!! [Gypsy Belle] 2003-02-21 09:51:11

N/A Kurt Cobain. In middle school he was my life. I thought life would never be the same after he died. How strange, my life went on just fine. (sorta) and now...I think about how silly it was to feel that way over someone I never met, just appreciated. [AngryMary] 2003-02-21 09:33:55

N/A Bills suck. I admit it (secretly) I have a bad credit report! I'm just doing my job. I'm a nice bill collector, for the most part! Glad you are working. In the end you'll feel great. Working sucks. Friends are good. And in honor of you, Happy B-day Kurt. I really liked Nirvana when I was in highschool. How sad that he left us. [Sowhatilikegirls] 2003-02-20 23:47:27

N/A Good Job Cz, I'm so0o0 proud of you!! Take your first paycheck and go SPOIL YOURSELF!! You better too... [MissSagittarius] 2003-02-20 23:12:35

N/A I believe in you. You'll be fine. [Lona May] 2003-02-20 12:06:38

N/A You should be at work right about now...I am sending good thoughts and relaxing vibes your way! [Gypsy Belle] 2003-02-20 10:18:58

N/A Ahhh Retail. Just smile occassionally and say "thank you" "no" "yes" and "I'll see what I can do" a lot and you should be fine. So long as you are not overtly rude you'd be surprised what people will allow =) I am so happy you are working, it may suck, but come payday you will be happy you are a working girl again. [frail_soul] 2003-02-20 02:08:37

N/A I am so proud of you. [frail_soul] 2003-02-20 02:06:38

N/A Glad it went ok... just think how excited you will be when you do get that paycheck lol I must tell you about our chocolate experience.. didn't work at all lol See ya [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-02-19 22:20:10

N/A Good for you!!! I think you'll enjoy it, especially on payday. [Maxwell Edison] 2003-02-19 13:52:43

N/A LOL---read Maxwell's comment in my diary!! [Gypsy Belle] 2003-02-19 13:20:32

N/A Retail? Ugh, retail sucks. I feel your pain. It only gets worse with time. But congrats on the job...just the same ♥maRy [AngryMary] 2003-02-19 10:37:45

N/A It's Elizabeth, new poetry diary. It explains why there.. [MidnightSunrise] 2003-02-19 02:01:10

N/A It was prob from the glow on your face from the wonderful Valentine weekend... they just couldn't pass up someone so happy & in love :) CONGRADULATIONS!! [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-02-19 01:59:54

N/A Congrats!!!!! Does this mean no more sleeping in? Fondly~ [Meghanne] 2003-02-18 17:13:24

N/A Congrats. When people drive you nuts just think of all the goodies you'll be able to buy. [Lona May] 2003-02-18 16:54:28

N/A Can I get a w00t w00t? Hell yea good job! I wish I had a job =/ And if you feel like quiting message me, I talk some drill sargeant shit into ya. =D =D =D [MissSagittarius] 2003-02-18 15:43:17

N/A Congrats! I knew you would get a job. He, he. [La Vie Est Belle] 2003-02-18 10:54:07

N/A Are you nervous yet? [mo0o0ny] 2003-02-18 09:35:49

N/A OH SH!T!!! I AM JUST TICKLED FOR YOU!!!---WHERE WILL YOU BE WORKING, GIVE US DETAILS WOMAN!!!---I WILL DO THE HAPPY DANCE FOR YOU....YAY SARA!!! [Gypsy Belle] 2003-02-17 20:14:55

N/A *does happy dance* [LavenderFlower] 2003-02-17 20:14:17

N/A Beautiful. That sounds like the greatest Valentines day I have heard about yet. I am so happy for you, sometimes I wish weekends like that could last forever, like mine from last year *sigh* [frail_soul] 2003-02-17 14:38:55

N/A How beautiful. I love valentines day despite being single and heartbroken. I even had one of my friends bring me a rose. It made the day ok for me. Love is beautiful, and I think it deserves a holiday. I entirely agree with your idea about V-Day [frail_soul] 2003-02-17 14:37:00

N/A I'm glad you guys had some time to get away...I've always said that mondays should be done away with...who needs 'em....;) [mo0o0ny] 2003-02-17 11:48:36

N/A That sounds really neat. Very dreamy (and stuff). And stuff:) *smile* [Maxwell Edison] 2003-02-17 09:20:41

N/A yay to bed-n-breakfast [LavenderFlower] 2003-02-17 04:30:19

N/A Sounds beautiful. I'm glad you had the time together to experience, bliss. Take care! [Sowhatilikegirls] 2003-02-17 00:22:58

N/A I know how you feel.. well since the weather was supppose to be ucky here also I decided not to rent a hotel or cottage & I sure regret that. While trying to make our special romatic meeting, we had the phone ring, both looked at email, the dog started to bark right at the wrong moments which messes up the mood, & our bed is very uncomfortable. I will remember that next time I try to do something fun & romantic :) I'm not complaining it was still wonderful but I like getting away & just having "us" lots more. [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-02-16 13:54:30

N/A Even if I didn't like V-day, I would after reading this entry! [SansMerci] 2003-02-15 23:30:04

N/A Happy Valentines day :-) wink Fondly~ [Meghanne] 2003-02-14 14:02:47

N/A I wish I knew where you found the chocolate body paint.. I am going to the mall in a bit & see if I can find some. But you gave me some good ideas :) Thanks for sharing.. I know we are going out to eat at Red Lobster, exchange sweet gifts, but beyound that... I'm not sure... Well have a wonderful time.. I'm sure ya'll will.. Hugs [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-02-14 12:51:02

N/A You will have a great time with your honey---I'm happy today too:o) Love is a wonderful thing! [Gypsy Belle] 2003-02-14 10:08:23

N/A I am also a big supporter of Valentines Day. Last night while I was at work my father stopped by to give me my present. It was an authentic Victorian Music box from 1882 that had been restored. It was so beautiful. I'm also going to a wedding tonight which I think Its kind of corny to get married on Valentines Day but cute at the same time...and then at the end of the night I'm celebrating my Valentines Day with a hottie and even later on with my friends. I love it. ♥maRy [AngryMary] 2003-02-14 09:46:57

N/A I have learned by experience when they say..well we have a few more ppl to talk to" they are really saying.. sorry ... on to the next person.. sometimes but rarely they do call back.. Something will come along.. don't work where you don't want to.. and quit letting those others upset u so much.. :) Hugs [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-02-13 18:16:59

N/A Job hunting can be brutal on your esteem. Hope you find something soon. [Maxwell Edison] 2003-02-13 12:10:42

N/A You kick as$. Don't let anyone tell you any different - apologize to your grandma (maybe you already did, I'm just catching up with you...) and explain what you said here - you give yourself hell, and you do too good a job of it. I think she'll understand - of all your family, your gramndma seems the most grounded. Take care, girl. You have come a long way in the time I've been reading, and you're going to keep growing all the time. It isn't in you to stop ;) [SansMerci] 2003-02-13 12:04:15

N/A You have come a long way, certainly. Remember that, remembering our achievements helps us in our struggles. *sigh* I am out of wisdom. Bad day to say the least. Men are the bane of my life. [frail_soul] 2003-02-13 04:37:39

N/A Too bad you can't apply and interview online. I don't much like dealing in person or on the phone either. I handle everything possible via computer. Last night hubby was asking why I went with one car loan instead of the other which was one percent cheaper. Because I could apply online for the other one. If I'm going to be told no, I don't want to hear it, I'd rather read it. I hope the whole job thing works out for you soon. [Lona May] 2003-02-12 13:51:22

N/A You have come a long way, and you try harder than most people to find a job. I hope something comes up soon---leave all of the stress and BS behind and enjoy your get-away this weekend! Love ya((hugs)) [Gypsy Belle] 2003-02-12 10:04:05

N/A I have been sick for a week and a half, just lost my voice the other day... hope you feel better. [frail_soul] 2003-02-12 02:44:19

N/A OoOoh I Looooove So I Married An Ax Murderer!! I like the kid with the big head and his dads like "Head, Move, Now!!" haha. My kids are just getting rid of a wicked cold and I can feel it coming on now. Shit. I hope you feel better soon. =D =D [MissSagittarius] 2003-02-12 01:48:30

N/A What I actually find sad is the people that for no good reason treat other people like shit. NOt the people who rise to the occasion. [AngryMary] 2003-02-11 11:58:57

N/A I'm just getting over that same flu type stuff. Now it's my wife's turn. I have been so sick. You have my sympathy. I REALLY hope you get better soon. [Maxwell Edison] 2003-02-10 22:31:21

N/A Aww, get to feeling better sweetie. Eric needs to rub your chest:P...with some Vick's---heh! Gentle ((hugs)) [Gypsy Belle] 2003-02-10 14:22:56

N/A So much of that stuff going around.. makes you feel like crap uh? I have it too but not as bad as you do. Sounds like you might need some antibotics. Glad you had a good time even if you were feeling bad. Beleive it or not, sleeping & sweating it out is the best medicine, well guess you can sweat from othter things too lol Hope you feel better... [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-02-10 14:02:25

N/A thanks for the comment in my diary... [dark_princess] 2003-02-09 16:51:27

N/A What's lit up? [Midnight77] 2003-02-08 15:46:47

N/A I got my cd! yay. Also...I'm glad your friend Angela is visiting, that's so great! [LavenderFlower] 2003-02-08 02:19:33

N/A I, for one, miss the Cz diary... [MissSagittarius] 2003-02-08 00:32:38

N/A As far as getting fucked on a poice car, it isn't on my top 10 to do list but I have yet to do it...I would prefer that the police officers be in the car while i'm doing it or there really wouldn't be much point in it...I have had sex on a car before..I left the nearby hospitals parking attendants with a lasting memory I'm sure... after noticing that we were being video taped...ha. [AngryMary] 2003-02-07 12:52:41

N/A They say we "might" get some snow way over here in central Texas. When you start getting old you have a very short memory... so pls help me out here... what was I suppose to send you an email about? lol... Hope you have a fun weekend.. even with the snow.. Blessed Be [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-02-07 11:44:18

N/A I used you as a referral, not I have to find something to list...looks like a neat site, thanks for sharing!Sondrie~ [Bothering Life] 2003-02-07 01:37:43

N/A many nice entries sorry I didn't remark on each. will definately look at that website. I've been giving away a lot of books that are in very good condition to the elementary school. Library lady loves me. Tomorrow I am giving the Kindergarten teacher a bag full of early education computer games...the kids will just go ape. Fondly~ [Meghanne] 2003-02-06 18:44:37

N/A Sounds interesting. I will check it out. [Midnight77] 2003-02-06 16:54:08

N/A This isn't really a comment on this particular entry, but I just wanted to say I have been reading your journal for a while (including when you went under a different name) and I really admire your 'take no shit, tell it like it is' approach to life. Wish I could be more like that. [tinybabymonkeys] 2003-02-06 11:30:42

N/A Will you just beat the shit out of me anyway. [AngryMary] 2003-02-06 09:38:19

N/A hell yea!! [MissSagittarius] 2003-02-05 21:49:38

N/A I have another diary that I can write things that certain people like kasey and family won't see. [LavenderFlower] 2003-02-05 18:30:45

N/A Well ok... I sure don't want you to beat me so I WILL SIGN UP lol.. I have lots of old cd's & movies I don't need anymore. I am looking for the vcr tape of an old Disney movie called Song of the South. the only place I have been able to find it is over in Europe for $60 & then its a pal something which has to be converted. So n/m on that. Well I will go check this out.. hope your having a good day.. Hugs [Mysticmoonwave] 2003-02-05 13:12:40

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